Friday, May 29, 2009
It's 10:55 PM on Saturday night and I only have one more week of the 8th grade left!! Can you believe that? And once summer starts, I am planning to start a new blog just for the Summer of '09, then a new one just for my F-R-E-S-H-M-A-N Year.
So, I would like my few followers here to keep on continuing in the readings of my crazy adventure and path that I call: My Life.
Anyway, I'm going to go on to talk about my life at the moment, instead of the future. Actually, I've made quite a few discoveries about people in my life including both enlightening and disappointing, and I'll start with the bad first just cuz when you start with the bad stuff, you might forget about it or something once you hear the good news. Right? Yeah, right.
So, the bad:
o BigFatHen has decided to keep on continuing to be a REAL Beyotch to me and her fake sweetness that she shows at times just sickens me down from my head down to my cute little toes. Her and SYPG ( Strange Yet Popular Girl ) were so incredibley mean to me today and what was even more embarassing was that BGFF actually stood up for me, which is Very Humliating due to the fact that though I may not be the most popular girl, BGFF is known as a geek basically.
o Nicerooni shows signs of not liking me and I don't like him anymore, and that was the finial decision on that matter. It just doesn't work out.
o PrincessGiggles seems to be under BFH's contol when it comes to any matters of opinions. Our graduation field trip coming up, and PG asked me if I liked going on rides like roller coasters and I said that I did because well, I do. And on my birthday, she LOVED the roller coasters and all the other rides, but when I asked her if she liked them, BFH said something like, " No, we don't ride rides, they make us sick." and PG looked kind of unhappy in an "okay, I guess I'll agree with you" way and said, " yeah I don't like them anymore, they make me sick. We'll just get popcorn." and then BGF said, " I don't like popcorn. " and PG groaned painfully.
o BlondePopTomboy is a real BITCH too.
o Me and Nice Jock have been spending a LOT more time together lately and talking and joking around more. Flirting? Perhaps.
o MissStucky may have written something meana in my yearbook, but something nice too I'm sure ( I don't read my yearbooks until the summers )
o PG said something about being Best Friends Forever in my yearbook, that's one of the only things that I read from hers.
o 8TH GRADE IS ENDING AND HIGH SCHOOL IS A NEW BEGINNING FOR ME!!!
So, that's about it.
Gotta go now, it's gettin' late!
-That Girl ( at 11:30 PM ) anxious
Friday, May 22, 2009
you fall for somebody
you dont want to be in love with
but you just cant help it ?
^ its happening to me, im kinda starting to like my best friend ( thats a guy ) and i dont really want to love him becasue i always want him to be my friend but i just cant help from liking him
- quote from WittyProfiles. com
Dear Diary, (( 3:42 PM ))
THAT GIRL DONE GONE AN' GOT'RE BRACES OFF!!
can't chat now!
Monday, May 18, 2009
Slight side effect to my insanely random posting being MS.
People think that outlandish comments are cool.
So, I will simply make her disgusting and uncool.
Why do I feel like it was backfiring? I commented some 6th grader saying, " Immmmmmmmmmmmm not gay" then someone said , " dude don't say 'gay' or something," so "MS" commented, " dude I like butterflies. "
In conclusion, the 6th grader thought it was funny and put a status saying , " MS is awesome" which is basically the exact opposite I was striving to make MS seem like.
-That girl recalculating and going over plan.
Today is one of those days that really shouldn't seem to be all that bad, mostly because in all honesty, it wasn't all that bad when you take a glance at the facts-though I feel like Sh- you know? I'll explain:
o BigFatHen was surprisingly very careful of my feelings and not being too mean to me.
o Me and MissStuckey didn't have very many awkward moments and actually spent some time together in class.
o I did good on my presentation though it was practically destined to be stamped as "FAIL" in big red letters.
o I shared some fun times with PrincessGiggles.
o People were nice and I was interesting.
o I didn't get severely injured nor die of a rare disease, or any disease for that matter
So, yeah those things are neither bad or horrible or great or wonderful. But what happened in between was not great or happy for me at all. In fact, I just took a couple minutes from writing this and did something out of pure spite and dislike for MS, something that I will tell you about in time...but not quite yet. Actually make that TWO things that I did to MS that I sooo should not be proud of doing, yet...I can't stop grinning...hahahahahaha! But you know what? Revenge is sweet and she deserved it anyway :D
Wow I feel so evil. I just did something else to her too and I get stop grinning. I mean, it's not a serious thing-well I guess it KINDA is, but I mean it's more just funny for me. And the meaner she is to me? Well lets just say that as she does, her reputation, pride, and happiness level? It's goin' WAY DOWN!!! Hahahaha.
Okay, this is what she did today, all leading up to me wanting to stab her in the back:
o told me that my hair was so knotty ( which it wasn't!! ) that I should just take my hood of my jacket off even though I was only wearing it because it was incredibly windy outside.
o keeps trying to decrease my value by telling other people smack-no make that shit- about me.
o said that I "have so much acne" to PG!!!! and I don't!!
o tried to pour some water on my face so "my makeup would melt off," the idiot bitch. and she wonders why she's never had a boyfriend or a kiss? yeah, she can call other people "losers" all the time, but everyone knows that YOU'RE the real Loser, you bitch.
o kept criticizing the colors of my graduation dress for no apparent reason
o keeps talking SHIT about ME ALL DAY!!!
And that my friend, is why I did what I did.
And I'll tell you what I did, but I beg of you not to judge me, but to accept what I did and blame MS for the cause of it all.
Well, to get to the point, I made a fake Facebook account in her name and talked to some people sounding like an idiot-which she is already anyway, along with an attention seeking freak, I mean, can you say desperate?- and I posted a really hilarious ( to me because I did it making her sound like more of a freak ) status for her with some unbeatable, untouchable, funny as shit comments which I'll show you here just because it's so goddamn funny:
MissStuckey: I AM pooping nastie lemonade and sunflower droppies and farting nasty smellies with my brown pee HAHAHA LOL LOL I'm so funnIIEEE.
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Once again I am home sick so I thought that I'd show some of my all time favorite sayings, analogies, quotes, or just words.
The shortest word I know is "I". The sweetest word I know is "LOVE".
And the person I never forget is "YOU".
Sitting next to you doing absolutely nothing, means absolutely everything to me
Today I caught myself smiling for no reason... then I realized I was thinking about you
I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.
"We may not have it all together, but together we have it all."
"If I had a single flower for every time I think about you, I could walk forever in my garden."
"If you live to be a hundred, I want
To live to be a hundred minus one day,
So I never have to live without you."
Winnie the Pooh
"Love is the greatest refreshment in life."
Many people walked through our lives and only a few left footprints in our hearts.
Don't walk in front of me; I may not follow
Don't walk behind me; I may not lead
Walk beside me and be my best friend
“Flatter me, and I may not believe you. Criticize me, and I may not like you. Ignore me, and I may not forgive you. Encourage me, and I will not forget you. Love me and I may be forced to love you.” - William Arthur Ward
"It's not about the friends who are true to your face; its about the ones who stay true behind your back"
"Never regret something that made you smile"
I am not a vegetarian because I love animals; I am a vegetarian because I hate plants.
"It takes a great amount of courage to stand up to your enemies, but an even greater amount to stand up to your friends."
"In three words I can sum up everthing I've learned about life: It goes on." Robert Frost
A friend is someone that sees you cry...a true friend has a soggy shoulder from it.
Sometimes we put up walls, not to keep others out,
but to see who cares enough to tear them down.
To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
"Those who matter don't mind, and those who mind don't matter" --Dr. Suess of course!
" fall d0wn seven times-jump up eight"
"No boy is worth crying over, and the one who is won't make you cry"
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
P.s. I'm still not over you by Rihanna
Teardrops on my guitar by Taylor Swift
Why Can't I by Liz Phair
Find my Place by Samantha Boscarino
I am the Walrus - Jim Carrey ( just because it makes no sense, much like my life )
Chasing Pavements by Adele
A lonely September by Plain White T's
Bubbly by Colby Caillat
Just Dance by Lady Gaga
Kiss Me by Sixpence None the Richer
I think I like you by Donora
Your Result: "Teardrops On My Guitar"
The guys you tend to like are your close guy friends and sometimes are already in relationships. You want the best for people. Even if you don't get what you think is right, you're always accepting and happy for whatever other people get. You're the kind of person who sees the best in people.
Oh god. I'm falling for BGFF; which is absolutely horrible.
Today, I found myself talking and flirting with him constantly. His eyes looked brighter with tons more colors and the whole time we talked everything seemed great. But afterwords? I felt like what I was-flirting and falling for one of my best girl friend's boyfriend. Well, at least that's what she's calling him; her boyfriend even though they haven't even been on a date yet.
And I really like him now. A LOT. And I don't know how much I can take of him because my insides are all mixed up, or maybe that's just butterflies? But WAIT. Aren't my butterflies for Nicerooni and Nice Jock?
I don't know!!!!!!!!!
Here's a weird thing about me-when I like someone and I don't get asked out in a couple months ( yeah I wait a long time for guys ), I stop liking them. But I'm crushing on THREE guys right now! And the front runner right now is -bites lip- BGFF then Nicerooni and Nice Jock tied for second.
But is it really wrong to like more than one guy-three guys for that matter?!
Oh my god I have no clue what to do.
And I feel like crying. Maybe something is wrong with me? I mean, why don't I have a boyfriend yet? I really feel like breaking down and crying right now. Like having a sobbing fest.
My best guy friend who I now love in a different light is now dating one of my best girlfriends.
So that's that.
Followers of this blog-readers of this blog-guys and girls who care about a care about a confused girl-please, no really
comment here. It would make me feel better.
Give me your stories and advice and I'll thank you in the blog!!
-That Girl in agony.
Monday, May 11, 2009
Dear Diary ( 4:45 PM , today is confusing as hell )
Love is hard. Crushes are hard. Guys and girls and life is confusing, interesting, and intriguing. So when you think about it-crushes are just puzzles waiting to be put together and usually you take apart the pieces as it's solved or maybe give up along the way, but other times? You can't let go and save it to remember how much you love that one special puzzle.
But enough of that analogy, or any analogies for the time being.
Um, okay where do I start?
Sunshine has been crushing on BestSwedishGuyFriend (or BGFF as in best guy friend forever ) and she asked him out today and of course with Sunshine being Sunshine, and I don't think that anyone would say no to her, BGFF said yes. And I was happy for them, and I mean that and I'm not making it up. I really was.
I'm not proud of myself...I mean at first I was just having fun and blowing straws at him, but then I started doing it more and talking to him more...and then I think I started flirting with him...But he's with Sunshine now!! I shouldn't even be thinking of flirting with him. Everybody knows not to like a guy you're friend is dating!! Ugh what is WRONG with me? Is flirting with Nicerooni and Nice Jock not enough for me or something?!
I guess it's true that forbidden fruit is always the most uh, what's the quote? I'll look it up. Forbidden fruit is the most sweet I think it is. But I think it should be that
forbidden fruit is the most tempting
Yeah that sounds right.
Because...well...I think I might like him a little now.
See, what happened was that me, AnnoyingFriend ( Sunshine's good friend at school and semi-close friend of mine ), NB, Apple, CrackerJacker, BGFF, and some random pop moochers who popped up unannounced , went over to a teen meeting diner place that has a '60's theme and it's actually pretty nice although I can't tell the name for the reason that this blog MUST stay anonymous no matter the reasons otherwise.
So anyway, we were there because I had a hundred dollars on me and Sunshine wanted to celebrate BGFF saying yes to her.
And I must say, he looked kind of uncomfortable with her and talking and interacting and being more confortable with me.
I thought before that maybe he liked me and that I liked him, but I got over it.
And now Sunshine snagged him so I'm going to let her have him and have him be with her.
Sunshine says that she's gonna dump him before the summer because in her words, " he'll be fucking girls in Sweden." Even though I know that's not true. Since he has most of his family in Sweden and his birthday is during the summer-he always goes to Sweden for the summer. So. She's brekaing up with him.
I think I still do like Nicerooni and Nice Jocky though.
-That Girl :/
Thursday, May 7, 2009
Diary, is there something Wrong with me? Do I just have bad karma and no optimism or what? I mean, I don't think I'm very mean or too sarcastic to the point where bad stuff starts appearing in my life. Right? So it must be me thinking that something is wrong, I mean, I don't know-maybe my life is actually really great but I'm always seeing the cup half empty with a big crack down the middle?
I must sound like a lunatic talking to myself-and you of course Diary-like this, but let me explain my day/life/everything!
So, every May, since freaking kindergarten- though truthfully I love doing this-we have a Maydance where K-8th graders all learn a separate dance for their grade.
Long story short:
The 8th graders always do the swing.
We had to pick a partner.
I thought Nice Jock and Cheeky already picked each other; they didn't.
So I picked Nicerooni; who totally lacks any and all enthusiasm for dancing.
Then I saw NJ standing next to me; he probably would have asked me.
Cheeky asked NJ then.
N is actually a pretty good dancer! Although he is really not into it, he's really good at the moves.
I don't like N anymore, and I have a big 'ol crush on NJ again; and with the way he always looks at me and just the way he acts in general to me, I really think that he likes me too!!
So that's about it.
Auf Wendersian! ( totally spelled wrong, yes indeed )
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
ohh hah that truly SUCKS
( referring to my mom buying a house instead of sending me to private school of my choice )
7:06pm That Girl
yes it truly DOES!
yes.. like seriously.. well is the house nice?
7:06pm That Girl
its alright-kinda small, but we're not even like moving there so I dunno why she even bought it
it's just like for when youre bored you go there or for parties
7:07pm Now Brunette
wtf. thats silly
7:07pm That Girl
7:07pm Now Brunette
ware are u going toschool instead>
7:07pm That Girl
I have to got to public school I'm going to
oh..well thats not that bad
u got into private school of choice?
7:08pm That Girl
yeah its not that bad. yeah I got in but no fininical aid
NowBrunette missed the smart people high school test =p.
7:08pm Now Brunette
oh.. yea i got into christian convent but no fa
7:08pm That Girl
yikes you missed your smart people high school test?
7:09pm Now Brunette
yea but ill do t on thursday instead
7:09pm That Girl
7:09pm Now Brunette
yea today was last names a-l and thurs is m-z
7:09pm That Girl
oh I just found out that like every single chinese person in our grade is going to that public school which is kinda funny.
7:10pm Now Brunette
7:10pm That Girl
7:10pm Now Brunette
and that is weird. is asian guy in grade chinese?
7:10pm That Girl
uhh no Idont think so
7:10pm Now Brunette
oh lol thats true
7:11pm That Girl
oh anyway, I g2g
by fatty! (I am very naturally very skinny)
7:11pm That Girl
see ya nice girl
7:11pm Now Brunette
thank you so much
ur the meanest gurl in the world (I'm pretty nice)
7:12pm That Girl
oops, mom is home, later.
Monday, May 4, 2009
Your perfect match is someone who is witty, outgoing and enjoys life. This person is the life of the party, has a great sense of humor and lights up the room with their smile. They communicate well and have a great connection with friends, family and their co-workers. Everyone is drawn to them and there is that special shine that you see in their eyes that tells you that they don't take one minute of life for granted. This person will sweep you off your feet, tell you exactly how they feel and are not shy to hug or kiss you in public. The top traits they are looking for in a mate is someone who is open to new ideas, is eager to live life to the fullest, will openly adore them and is confident.They love adventure, the outdoors and animals and if they discover you are interested in something, they will love that too! They are keen to get to know you and will quickly fall madly in love you for your personality, your smile and even just the sound of your voice.
I forgot to say in the previous entry that I DID NOT get my braces off that day because the idiot dentist WAS NOT THERE! Only the nurses or whatever those ladies are called at a dentist place- whatever that's called.
And I HATE when my mom POS-es me. As in, Parent over Shoulders me. Just stands, not usually literally, behind or around me and just watches me or tries to talk or whatever. It' just getting annoying.
Ever feel like ramming your head into a pillow and screaming in to it?
Dear Diary (( 4:07 PM, this day needs not extra information ))
Wow today SUCKED. By that I mean that it was pretty horrible for me.
ugghhhhhhhhhh I''m tired.
Okay, so I just took a little break from this and took a bath. And it was alright actually-I mean until I got out and tried to drink some apple cider which I tried to chug since there was only a tiny amount left in the bottle AND of course I poured some of it into my nose by accident.
DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH IT HURTS TO HAVE APPLE CIDER DOWN YOUR NOSE?!
So, compared to the rest of the say, that little event was quite a treat.
I have no idea where to start talking about my day today.
Here's a summary:
0 MissSttuckey told a whole bunch of people that I have Swine Flu, which I don't have!!
0 PrincessGiggles told me that I was "following her" around the yard, which I WASN'T!! Can I help it if the bathroom is on the left side of the yard where she was standing? NO I can't!
0 MS told PG to spit at me today after FreckledLoser accidentally put CHEESE in my hair after MayDancePartner got saucy HAIR in my HAIR and then MS had the outright, I'm don't even have the word for it, RUDENESS? No, DISRESPECT to SPIT in my hair for no reason besides the fact that she is more of a BITCH then ever.
Guess what MS? There is no way in the HELL that you're onvited to my graduation party now, you rude, unrespectful, pig-faced, BITCH.
0 Ex-BFF wasn't on the yellow bus and I felt like more of a loser than before on the bus by myself.
0 CrackerJacker was especially mean today.
0 My school life is suckin' and even though I was excited as HELL to go to high school before, I'm dreading it a bit now because of the fact that MS will be there and with no PG with me- it'll be all out war.
That once again is my life in a nutshell.
Isn't my life wonderful?
Oh and this probably shouldn't be something I should complaining about, but you know what made me sad today? Or, a better word wouldn't be "sad" as much as it would be...lose ( more! ) faith in guys?
In Tough Love which is my favorite show at the time, it seems like all the couples would stay together long after the show, but in reality, all except maybe one or two of the girls broke up with what seemed like their perfect matches-their soul mates-as cheesy as that sounds.
But it made me think long and hard about what I look for in a guy and this is what I got:
He must be
sarcastic ( like me )
get my sense of humor
able to make me comfortable with him\
not scary ( haha )
able to stand up for himself and me at times
kind of popular? ( ouch not trying to be shallow here, but... it's the truth )
That's not so much to ask for, is it?
I guess I'm looking for the 27 Dresses type of guy, I LOVED his character!
Anyway, my mom's totally being a POS ( parent over shoulder ) right now, so see ya.
-That Girl, still a little pissed-thank god not literally.
Oh by the way, I think that I've done a little switcheroo on terms of crushes.
Off-well, I have no more crushes do I?
Saturday, May 2, 2009
Song(s) to describe my life: Hot N Cold by Katy Perry-totally
Quote of the Day: " You can't always get what you want, but you might find, you get what you need. " by the Rolling Stones
Dear Diary ((hehe today is gonna be GOOD!))
Diary, today is a BIG BIG day! That is because, hopefully...
THAT GIRL IS GETTIN' HER BRACES OFF!!
Ha! After the 2 horrible years of getting spinach stuck in the wires, bruise-feeling teeth after a tightening, and being scared to kiss a guy for fear of getting stuck, it's over!!
Oops, my brother is almost here, he's like a couple blocks awaaay to take me to the dentist dude!
btw, don't look up "braces" on Google Images, eeehh yuck!